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horrible night

im having the worst night ive had ina long time, and the few people hat i thought i could count on, and who ive always been able to count on in the past apparently dont care any more and it making my night that much worse. I was really stupid tonight and i relapsed for the first time in months and i feel like an idiot which just maes me want to cut more, but i know that will just lead to more feeling of failure. i just dont understand why they dont care any more, its killing me, i never have felt so alone in my whole life. But i know that here, ill never truly be alone, and that i can find support from my followers, just as you can find support rom me and from each other. i sincerly hope that everyone else is having a better night tonight then i am. 



#self harm  #self mutilation  #self injury  #self hate  #cutting  #bllod  #depression  #help  


Yesterday: I'm going to recover, I can do this!!
Today: I wonder how sharp that is? I'll just check.